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    Thursday, September 11th, 2003
    5:26 pm
    by the way
    my new email address is
    christink@pqbuilders.com

    tell your friends..
    email me liberally!
    hope to hear from you all soon, i'd love an update.
    3:00 pm
    Quick Update
    Well, it's been about 2 years since i've posted. I live in Iowa now, i'm dating a new guy who's really great, i love my job, and things are going well. it's hard sometimes, living out here alone with no family or friends other than Ian, but every morning, the sun rises every morning and it's a new day to be grateful for.
    I love and miss you all.
    Christin

    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: frankly mr. shankly - the smiths
    Monday, August 19th, 2002
    6:28 pm
    goodbye everyone. thanks for everything. wish some of you would have stayed in touch, but you can't force people to do anything. have a good life, and i hope you all find what makes you happy.
    Wednesday, May 1st, 2002
    7:48 pm
    been awhile..
    it's been about 3 months since i've written, i think. i was reading over some of that stuff about brandon and i am certain i'll be removing it shortly. funny how long i stand for abuse.. *screamed in the style of the great tenacious d* BUT NOT ANYMORE, BABY! gotta love your man who loves you back. always a plus. well, in any case... great things are happening in my life, for the most part. it's the few good things that keep me hanging on when the bad things loosen my fingers from the cliff i grip..

    but my dear friend, who maybe doesn't know that i care about her so much, her heart hurts. maybe she doesn't know how much of a friend she is to me, even if i'm not one of her close friends. an uncomfortable situation, that is.. when you just want to care for someone the way you feel you should, but you're not sure if they want you to be their friend.. well, i'm dealing with it the best i know how.. trying to give her her space to gather her thoughts, but i keep offering to have her over, call her, anything she wants. no takers yet, folks, but i just want her to know she's MY friend, even if i'm not especially one of hers. i was listening to the radio last night on my way home from a particularly crappy maynard ferguson concert, and i heard this song. the chorus in particular applies mostly to how i feel about her, but the whole song applies to her (in my opinion) from her point of view.. and man, do i understand what she's going through.. so i found the lyrics and i'll post them for her, because i'm sure she knows who she is. hopefully, if it eases her pain at all, maybe she'll know she can open up to me, and HE (that bringer of pain and hurt and tears) isn't her only option for a friendship that is good for her. maybe she'll know she can call ME if she needs to, or wants to. just maybe..

    I wanted to be like you (*her point of view*)
    I wanted everything
    So I tried to be like you
    And I got swept away
    I didn't know that
    It was so cold
    And you needed someone
    To show you the way
    So I took your hand
    And we figured out
    That when the tide comes
    I'd take you away

    If you want to (*my condolence*)
    I can save you
    I can take you away
    From here
    So lonely inside
    So busy out there
    And all you wanted
    Was somebody who cares

    I'm sinking slowly
    So hurry hold me
    Your hand is all I have
    To keep me hanging on
    Please can you tell me
    So I can finally see
    Where you go
    When you're gone

    If you want to
    I can save you
    I can take you away
    From here
    So lonely inside
    So busy out there
    And all you wanted
    Was somebody who cares

    All you wanted was
    Somebody who cares
    If you need me
    You know I'll be there

    If you want to
    I can save you
    I can take you away
    From here
    So lonely inside
    So busy out there
    And all you wanted
    Was somebody who cares.



    i care..
    Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
    10:32 pm
    day by day..
    sick home from school again.. pms will be the death of me one day. i'm horribly anemic, and right before i start i get really really sick EVERY TIME. so i've got the token cramps, the backache, and then i get the lightheaded-ness, some neck pain, and dry, itchy eyes. it never fails. but i don't know "les mis" yet, so i had to go to choir. wasn't too bad.. felt like vomit but i've been worse. i really should watch the movie or something, because i don't have any sort of clue whatsoever about the plot line of this movie. and what i did know was apparently wrong, so now it's back to the drawing board. bradon and i went to this new sushi bar last night, and man did it rock. he's in love.. we'll be regulars. =) we're tight with the itamae-san. dad and i went there tonight, and the shrimp tempura rolls left something to be desired. (good call on your part, brandon. teryaki chicken all the way.) but my dad and i had a great time, we don't ever get to hang out like that. so it rocked. then we went to cvs and he picked out my new hair color.. suprise suprise suprise.. =)

    on the up side from barf, fifth hour ends the same time as brandon gets out of school, so he arrived at my house pleasantly suprising me around 2:10. only a suprise because i was sleeping and forgot he was coming over, but that's cool too.. =) we spent an AMAZING afternoon together, it was so blissful to just have time alone, together for that long. he's such a gracious soul, because he was SUPPOSED to leave around 3:30, but pity (or great sex, i can't decide) for me caused him to delay himself until aboot 5:50. what a wonderful guy. just being with him like that was exactly what i needed. i just needed a little soul-lift.. and who better to give it to me but the person who seems to get one too. =) i'm very happy with him, for so many reasons. he makes me feel like a human being, and so much more. it's rounding out on 2 months we've been officially together on the 28th, and i've learned so much about myself. so many things i'm sure i never would have experienced without him. wesley willis; solex; ...said sadly sung by a man for once; how sexy a gold necklace can look on a VERY hot italian guy; the value of each moment when there aren't that many; absence really does make the heart grow fonder; everyone has a closet fetish; and no matter what someone feels about you, you must always tell THEM how you feel. if you hold back your feelings from someone you love while they're "trying to get to know you better", they'll get to know a whole different person. i look at each day as "what do i want to say/do if i never again got the chance?"
    he looks at it as i'm "too nice" or "come on, you don't really think that" if i tell him how incredibly gorgeous he is to me or make him something just because he was on my mind. i see it as "i'm affectionate, and i care about you. i would not say or do it if it wasn't true." i just want him to know that. once he's confident that there are no underlying motives, he'll realize that for all i know him, i really do love him. who knows what comes with each passing day? every day, i learn something new to appreciate. you can never say "you don't love me because you don't know me." what's stopping one from loving another for what they DO know? that's my approach.. try it. love what IS, not what might be or could be.

    peace out, home dogs
    christin

    Current Mood: complacent
    Current Music: the chicken dance
    Thursday, February 7th, 2002
    5:37 pm
    Basic Information


    - Full name: Christin Kemper

    -Location: Wyandotte, Michigan, USA
    - What do you wish your first name was: princess. =)

    - Nickname(s): shashi, punkie, punkin, shorty, wank biscuit
    - Age: 17

    - What grade are you in: 12
    - School: Roosevelt high school
    - Place of birth: seattle Washington, usa
    - Birthdate: sept. 21, 1984
    -Astrological sign: virgo
    - Parents: barry and charleen
    - Do you get along with them: yes, I?m a good girl. At home.

    - Siblings: yes.

    - Best friend: I don?t have a best friend per se, just some I trust more than others.

    - Hair color: blonde temporarily

    - Eye color: Brown

    - Height: 5'1?

    - Weight: 117 lbs

    - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes.

    - If no, who do u like:

    - Shoe Size: 7
    - Hobbies: playing my guitars, reading, sculpture, painting.
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    WOULD U CONSIDER YOURSELF
    - Nice: when I want to be

    - Funny: I try as hard as I can..

    - Mean: when I have to be. I can be callous..

    - Serious: too often

    - Quiet: as of lately

    - Snobby: no

    - Satisfied: I'm never staisfied

    - In love with someone: yes.
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    FAVORITE
    - Person to talk to on the phone: don?t talk much on the phone. It depends what mood I?m in.

    - Computer font: cobb.

    - Place: somewhere other than here.

    - Quote: ?you can?t say, ?You must have tea and cake with the vicar or you DIE!? that doesn?t work in church of England.? ?eddie izzard ?and prince paris says to helen of troy, ?queen Helen! You are quite sexy! Let me kiss you with tongue!? ? ? eddie izzard

    - Room in your house: my bedroom
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    - Thing to wear to school: depends on my mood

    - Inside Joke: steve perry

    - Girl's Name: lily

    - Guy's Name: james

    - Ice cream: eww. Sorbet is better.

    - Cartoon: cat dog

    - Person to talk to about your problems: my canvas and paints. People are too nosy.

    - Things to do on the weekend: whatever comes up, if I get plans, I?m thrilled.

    - Designer:

    - Color: purple

    - Radio Station: detroit?s 97.1 fm talk station

    - Type of Music: that?s another mood thing.

    - Magazine: cosmopolitan

    -Song : radio by alkaline trio, at the moment.

    - Music group: dave matthews band, or smashing pumpkins.

    - Singer: tori amos

    - Shampoo: any kind that makes my hair smell good

    - Toothpaste: minty

    - Soap: Irish spring

    - Soup: egg drop chinese

    - Commercial: the white guy Budweiser one. What are YOOOU doing?

    - Scent: when you meet a guy that you?re really attracted to: the way he smells.

    - Movie: Interview with a vampire

    - Actor: val kilmer, for his role as jim Morrison in the movie ?the doors?

    - Actress: Nicole kidman. She?s so hot.

    - Theme song from a TV show: I don?t know, spongebob squarepants.

    - Board game: risk

    - Drink (alcoholic): Smirnoff ice

    - Drink (non-alcoholic): strawberry daiquiri without alcohol

    Food: chinese

    - Gum: winterfresh

    -Sport: underwater basket weaving. I hate sports!

    - Subject in school: art

    - Teacher: Mr gravelle, he was so awesome. Very gay, but very cool

    - Store: something trippy and incence-y

    - CD: Dunno, i got a lot i like the same

    - TV show: I don?t watch much t.v

    - Talk show: jerry springer

    - Candy: citrus anything.. gummies are good too

    - Time of day: night

    - Family member: My kitten shadow

    - Thing to do: sculpt
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    > RIGHT NOW
    >
    - What are u wearing: tight stonewashed jeans and my white ? sleeve tight shirt
    - Are u tired: no
    - Are u lonely: quite
    - Are u happy: not really
    - Are u hungry: no
    - Are u eating: no
    - Are u talking to someone online: nope
    - Are u ready for this survey to end: Yeah
    >
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    > DO U
    >
    - Do u drive: yep
    - If yes, what kind of car: Volkswagen beetle
    - If no, what kind of car do you want: I want a jeep, one of the ones with no lid.
    - How often do u shower: Everyday.. sometimes twice, depends really where i am .
    - What kind of soap do u use: irish spring
    - Do u sing in the shower: always
    - Do u drink: not usually
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    > HAVE U EVER
    >
    - Had sex: yes
    - Broken the law: yes
    - Lied: yes
    - Broken a bone: toes
    - Been on stage: yeah, I?m in a performance vocal group.
    - Pissed ur pants: not usually

    - Got into a car accident: nothing serious
    - Hitchhiked: No
    - Hiked a mountain: nope
    - Cheated on ur lover: no
    - Cheated on a test: just asked a boy for the answer to a question

    - Came close to death:

    - Been to a concert: a few

    - Lied to ur parents: sometimes to save my ass.

    - Had a dream come true: actually, yes. It freaked the hell out of me.

    Made a complete fool of urself in front of a group of people: Everyday
    -

    - Been in love: yes

    - Kept a secret for over a year: Yes
    - Had a crush on one of ur good friends: yes


    - Been to Disneyworld: Yeah

    - Fought with one of ur friends lately: pissing match with jay

    - Got jealous of ur friend over a guy: sadly, yes. Then I promptly came to my senses.

    - Made fun of someone in the past 24 hours: Yep

    - Got made fun of in the past 24 hours: Of course

    - Failed a test: once.

    - Stolen: Yes
    - Ran away from home: when I was 4
    - Been So Scared that you were shaking: yes
    - Played strip poker: yes, but I never got too far
    - Gone skinny dipping: ::blushes:: yes
    - Played a prank on someone: all the time
    - Done something u regret: I learn from mistakes
    - Gone to school w/o underwear: no, but I?ve left school with no underwear.
    - Worn thong: every day

    - Snuck out: Out of what ?
    - Streaked: not yet
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    > IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE U.....
    >
    - Cried: yes
    - Eaten fluff: what?s fluff? Doesn?t sound like something I?d eat.
    - Helped someone: yes
    - Bought something: yes
    - Gotten sick: you mean throw up?

    - Not known the answer in class: not been called on.
    - Dissected something: not usually
    - Cut ur hair: nope.
    - Worn a skirt: nope
    - Worn a tie: nope
    - Been mean: yes
    - Sung: yes

    - Gone for a walk: up the steps

    - Gone to the movies: nope

    - Gone out for dinner: nope
    - Been kissed: no
    - Felt stupid: always
    - Said "I love u" : no
    - Written a real letter: no
    - Written an email other than this: no
    - Written a paper: nope
    - Taken a test: no
    - Met someone new: not really
    - Moved on: I dunno, nothing to move on with really...
    - Talk to an ex: no
    - Missed an ex: no
    - Written in a journal: this will be a journal entry
    - Watched ur favorite movie: no
    - Talked to someone u have a crush on: yes

    - Given someone a present: No

    > - Had a serious talk: no
    > - Missed someone: yes.
    > - Hugged someone: No not today.
    > - Had a nightmare: yes
    > - Fought with ur parents: no
    > - Fought with a friend: nah
    >
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    > DO U BELIEVE IN
    >
    > - Love @ first sight: yes, but it?s called lust at first sight. Then you get to know them , and it?s called love.
    > - Aliens: never met one
    > - God: some omnipresent being, yes

    > - Heaven: for some

    > - Hell: for most

    - Miracles: never had one

    > - Luck: I?d never have what I do have if there weren?t such a thing
    > - Fate: to a degree
    > - Horoscope: for fun
    > - Yourself: sometimes
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    > WHICH ONE IS BETTER
    >
    > - Coke or Pepsi: coke

    > - Oranges or Apples: oranges

    > - Deaf or Blind: blonde. That?s the same, right?
    > - Hug or kiss: kiss
    > - Coffee or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
    > - Cold or hot: very hot.

    > - Big or little: Depends

    > - New or old: depends too
    > - Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt: what the hell..
    > - Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt: tom cruise

    > - Old Madonna or new Madonna: old madonna

    > - Material Girl or vogue: material girl

    > - Jeans or cords: Jeans
    > - Sweater or sweatshirt: sweater, unless it?s a friend?s sweatshirt
    > - Pen or pencil: what for? I like pencils for drawing, pens for writing.
    > - Tee shirt or tank top: tank if it warm
    > - One piece or two: two
    > - Dress or skirt: skirt
    > - Stripes or solids: solid
    > - Wool or cotton: cotton
    > - Rose or lily: lily
    > - Private/Catholic or Public: schools? I don?t care. I think home schooling?s a fantastic idea.
    > - Spring or fall: spring
    > - History or science: History
    > - The way it is or the way it was: depends.

    - Oldies or pop: oldies.

    > - Letter or email: both
    > - Love or lust: depends on the situation
    > - Windows down or AC: all these questions that depend on circumstance..
    > - Theater or rent: rent a movie if it?s mediocre, see it in the theatre if it?s scary

    - Dancing or singing: both

    > - Family or friends: depends
    > - Beeper or cell phone: cell


    - Benz or Beemer: beemer. Benz are ugly

    > - Chocolate or caramel: caramel
    > - Dawson or Pacey: who?
    > - Telephone or AOL: what time of day?

    > - Shania or Leann Rhimes: get them out of my face..

    > - Justin or Nick: They sound like boyband kiddies, so neither
    > - Brandy or Monica: neither
    > - Pools or Hot tubs: Both

    > - Blondes or Brunettes: depends

    > - Tall or Short: tall
    > - TV or Radio: radio
    > - Salt or Pepper: salt
    > - 1 pillow or 2: one
    - Black or White: both are beautiful
    > - Night or Day: Night

    > - Paper towel or Napkin: paper towel

    > - Pool or Ocean: never been to the ocean


    > - Bagels or English Muffins: English muffies

    > ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX
    >
    > - What do u notice first: eyes or hands
    > - Must-have personality trait: sense of humor

    > - Curly or Straight hair: depends

    - Long or Short hair: Long

    > - Tall or Short: taller
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    > WHAT IS
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    > - Ur most prized possession: my letters from my grandfather, and his wedding ring.
    > - Ur bedroom like: renaissance festival

    > - The worst song u've ever heard: kitty

    > - The last thing u said: alright.. bye

    >
    > WHO
    >
    > - Is the hottest person you know: probably brandon

    > - Is the last hot guy you saw in person: brandon

    > - Makes u laugh the most: brian

    > - Is the person of your dreams: I don?t know

    > - Has it easier, guys or girls: boys

    > - Is ur favorite cartoon character: sponge bob square pants. He?s retarded.
    > - Do u hate: not really
    >
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    > DO U REMEMBER
    >
    > - Ur first kiss: brad
    > - The last time I made a complete fool out of myself was: just recently

    - The last time I kissed someone: about a week ago

    > - The first time I fell in love at first sight was: geez, I don?t know.. I wanted Brandon right away
    > - Ur first best friend: tony kozlowski

    > - Ur first crush: tony koz

    > - Ur first concert: billy ray cyrus in the 80?s

    > - The most exciting day for u over the summer: getting accepted to msu

    > - How many new people did u meet over the summer: rudy, lou,

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    > THE SONG
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    > - That best describes my relationship with my friends is: one that talks about acting like losers and hanging out playing nintendo
    > - That best describes the way I feel about the one I like is: two step or lover lay down by dave matthews

    > - That best describes my life is: I?d have to have one for each stage of my life
    > - That best describes the past summer is: radio, by alkaline trio

    > - Who are you: a well intentioned deep souled artist
    > - What are you: my parents made me this way
    > - Why are you: to search out my meaning
    Friday, February 1st, 2002
    3:02 pm
    I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
    Where I would impress you
    Where every single word I said
    Would come out insightful, or brave,
    Or smooth, or charming
    And you'd want to call me

    And I would be there everytime
    You need me, I'd be there everytime

    But for now, I'll look so longingly
    Waiting for you to want me, for you to need me,
    For you to notice me

    I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
    Where I would impress you
    Where every single word I said
    Would come out insightful, or brave,
    Or smooth, or charming
    And you'd want to call me

    And I would be there everytime
    You need me, I'd be there everytime

    But for now, I'll look so longingly
    Waiting for you to want me, for you to need me,
    For you to notice me
    2:25 pm
    -Which of your orifices does one or more of your fingers most often invade?: i try to keep my fingers out of my orifices.

    -How many times a day do you think to yourself, "I'm bored"?: not very many.

    -What general line of thought most frequently runs through your head during any given day?: not again. why me?

    -Which do you enjoy more, meals or snacks? Why?: i don't really like food very much.

    -Day to day, do you suppress your true personality in order to get along with others better?: i don't have to. noone really talks to me since i quit rovasi.

    -Which word is funnier, jizz or nads?: jizz

    -What is the single most important trait you examine when choosing friends?: personality

    -What is your greatest strength?: i love.

    -What is your greatest weakness?: i love. it cuts both ways.

    -Can you do anything with your body that would amuse people?: sure. people laugh at me every day.

    -What is your computer/internet routine?: check email, check livejournal, see if brandon or mike are online

    -Would you rather attend a large party or a small intimate gathering? Why?: i don't know. i don't like large groups.

    -What is the weirdest thing you've ever done, and are willing to admit to all your friends?: why would i want to add something to my daily ridicule?

    -Do your mental and physical ages differ greatly?: mine do, yes.

    -Do you play video games, and if so, how often? Which is your all-time favorite? Your current favorite?: i have dreamcast that i used to play alot. resident evil is my favorite.

    -If pulled from your computer, what is most often the cause?: kim.

    1. What is your favourite font?: mcis

    2. Do you always eat a proper breakfast?: no.

    3. Ladies - have you ever faked an orgasm? yes.

    4. Do you find any type of body hair attractive?: i find brandon extremely attractive.

    5. Have you ever purchased cheesy Simpsons stuff?: no

    6. Do you like abstract art?: if it's art.

    7. Would you bath in baked beans for charity?: probably not

    8. Do you think farting in public is disgusting?: only if you mean to be disgusting. everyone has to do it, it's an unavoidable body function. i personally think it is embarassing.

    9. Do you watch a lot of music videos?: i used to

    10. Ketchup or mayo?: miracle whip

    11. Do you blow dry or towel dry your hair?: towel dry

    12. Are you organised?: depends.

    13. Have you ever been in love?: yes

    14. How many times?: that's my own business.

    15. Ever had a near death experiance?: yes

    16. How often do you get rid of the fluff from your dryer?: every time i take the laundry out.

    17. If you were king or queen for a day, what would be the first thing you did?: send myself on vacation someplace warm

    18. Do you always clean your teeth twice a day?: yes

    19. How old were you when you had your first kiss?: probably 11

    20. What are you thinking of right NOW?!?!: i wish i knew how to get through. i try, but i don't think it's working.

    1.Would you rather write a diary entry or just post a survey?: if i don't have anything to say, i just post a survey.

    2.Do you like the color purple?: yes

    3.Do you think it is easier to draw living things or nonliving things?: it depends on what your 'thing' is.

    4.Do you like dried pineapple?: yes

    5.Do you like pennies?: yes, 100,000,000 of them equals a million dollars.

    6.Do you have blood lust?: sometimes

    7.Do you own a trampoline?: i used to. we took it down last spring.

    8.Do you think it is okay to feed dogs table scraps?: no

    9.Do you smell your own breath?: not usually

    10.What color is Pippi Longstocking's hair?: red

    11.Do you eat mushrooms?: yes

    12.When is the last time you threw up?: that's personal as well.

    13.Does your nose bleed frequently?: no.

    14.What brand of deodorant do you use?: degree

    15.Could you be a model? Have you ever modelled?: no and yes.

    16.Are you sick of seeing those little plastic butterfly hairclips?: yes.

    17.How many mirrors do you own?: there's one in my bathroom.

    18.Are you stuck on yourself?: right. everyone seems to think so.

    19.Do you think you have above average intelligence?: either i am smarter, or there's a lot of stupid fuckin people.

    20.Do you take painkillers regularly?: not anymore. they just don't work.

    21.Were your parents strict?: still are.

    22.Do you like walnuts?: no

    23.Have you ever lived on an island?: no

    24.Have you ever been to Africa?: no

    25.Are you lazy?: sometimes

    26.Do you have many allergies? What are they?: penecillin, ceclor, mold, smoke

    27.Do you remember any dreams you had last night? What were they about?: brandon

    28.Who is Ozziet?: i have no idea.

    29.Have you ever given someone a black eye?: sadly no

    30.Do you know anyone with AIDS?: yes


    1. Whats your grandmothers shoe size? 6

    2. Whats your shoe size? 6 1/2

    3. When was the last time you had a bloody nose? last week

    4. Ever liked someone so much, but known you could never have them? yep.

    5. If so, when and who? yah. i'll be sure to post that information.

    6. Ever dated someone gay? several times.

    7. Who's your best friend? my boyfriend.

    8. Are you religious? no.

    9. Whens your birthday? september 21

    10. Whats your favorite color? blue

    11. Whats your favorite cartoon? brak show

    12. What color is your front door? red

    13. What is your favorite song and who is it by? i don't have one

    14. Whats the most amount of people that you have ever liked at the same time? 1

    15. Do you still like one of those people? i'm with one of those people.

    16. Did someone you like send this to you? i stole it from adrienne.

    17. Ever been to Disney World? yes

    18. Who's better, Daffy Duck, or Bugs Bunny? bugs bunny

    19. Whats your favorite website? stainedapron.com

    20. What kind of crust do you prefer on a pizza? thin

    21. What kind of mouse pad do you have? toy story

    22. Who is your favorite cartoon character? emperor kusco

    23. Do you think Pamela Anderson is hot? no

    24. Do you think Ryan Phillipe is hot? no

    25. Which is better, Pepsi or Coca Cola? dr. pepper

    26. Are you tired of this survey yet? no

    27. Have you ever owned a snake? no

    28. What do you think about world peace? good luck.

    29. What do you want to name your first child? a boy after my grandfather james, or a girl lily or june

    30. Have you ever tried to kill yourself?

    31. Has a girl/guy ever made you cry? yes

    32. Are you dating anyone at the current time? yes

    33. Would you ever date the person that sent you this? as adrienne said, dating yourself is an unhealthy practice. however, it's one way to save rejection.

    34. Ever gotten a headache from eating something really cold? yes

    35. What is the biggest mistake you have ever made in your life?

    36. Do you hate someone? hate is such a strong word

    37. If so, who, and why? i wouldn't say if i did.

    38. Have you ever been in love? i think this survey was made up by someone and sent to someone they like, because of two reasons. one, alot of the questions are the same, and two, there's alot of "do you like, would you like, can you love" questions.

    39. Do you hate school with a passion? not really.

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: broken hearts and concrete floors - dashboard confessional
    Wednesday, January 23rd, 2002
    2:48 pm
    well, i was hoping i wouldn't have to make a public address.
    i was hoping i would just fade into the background OUT of rovasi just like i did IN rovasi, but it sounds like i have to clarify why i did something for ME so that noone takes it personally. i did not quit rovasi because of any person in particular besides myself. i was no longer happy in the group, and i was not putting forward my best effort any longer, because i did not have it in me. i don't have it in me for alot of things lately. there are alot of things about me that noone knows, that contribute heavily to my daily life. i was not about to be the only person in the group who was not giving 110 percent, because i've been there where that has been the case with someone or other, and it's the worst feeling in the world to know you're working so hard for something and someone else is just riding your coattails. roger and pat really had nothing to do with why i quit. pat made a comment to me that he didn't care whether or not i was in rovasi, and i commented that maybe noone caring contributes to people not feeling welcome in the group. i never mentioned anyone specific, least of all roger, who makes the sun shine on bad days for me.
    the last thing i want is for anyone to take my personal problems on their own back, or believe i quit rovasi because of them, because my problems are just that: MY PERSONAL problems. like i said before, there are things about me that people don't know, or never took the time to find out, so please don't all of a sudden think that it's about you. it's not. i'd be pleased to answer any questions about this that can shoot down any more rumours about me, because it hurts to hear rumours, especially when they're not true, and i always hear them somehow or another.
    please come to ME with any questions. noone knows me like i do.

    -christin

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: again i go unnoticed - dashboard confessional
    Monday, January 21st, 2002
    10:56 am
    Sunday, January 20th, 2002
    6:06 pm
    insight from the other side of the tracks
    "you can't polish a turd, you'll only smear it around."

    this crude, yet very insightful analogy was spoken to me by my father. as backwoods as it sounds, it actually makes quite a bit of sense. it means you can't change the way someone is if they don't want to change, because all you do is make it more obvious what they're not. i think this makes so much sense, because it's true. for instance, if you don't like the way your girlfriend dresses, and you take them to abercrombie to try to make her look cool so your friends won't think you're a loser for dating a dork, the way your delightfully individual and distinct girlfriend is going to look in abercrombie with crazy hair is going to be way more awkward than how she looks in long skirts and hippie shirts. (i have taken this story from a personal experience of mine, when a guy i dated way back in the day tried this idea out.) i think that it's true across the board, however, so just keep that in mind when you meet someone you're critical of. (or someone you already know who's feelings you may be hurting because you will only be friends with them if they're something they're not.)
    *whew*

    Current Mood: pensive
    Current Music: the best deceptions - dashboard confessional
    1:26 pm
    Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk

    Cigarettes and chocolate milk
    These are just a couple of my cravings
    Everything it seems I like's a little bit stronger
    A little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me

    If I should buy jellybeans
    Have to eat them all in just one sitting
    Everything it seems I like's a little bit sweeter,
    A little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me

    And then there's those other things
    Which for several reasons we won't mention
    Everything about 'em is a little bit stranger, a little bit harder
    A little bit deadly

    It isn't very smart
    Tends to make one part
    So brokenhearted

    Sitting here remembering me
    Always been a shoe made for the city
    Go ahead accuse me of just singing about places
    With scrappy boys faces have general run of the town

    Playing with prodigal sons
    Takes a lot of sentimental valiums
    Can't expect the world to be your Raggedy Andy
    While running on empty you little old doll with a frown

    You got to keep in the game
    Retaining mystique while facing forward
    I suggest a reading of 'A Lesson in Tightropes'
    Or 'Surfing Your High Hopes' or 'Adios Kansas'

    It isn't very smart
    Tends to make one part
    So brokenhearted

    Still there's not a show on my back
    Holes or a friendly intervention
    I'm just a little bit heiress, a little bit Irish
    A little bit Tower of Pisa
    Whenever I see ya
    So please be kind if I'm a mess

    Cigarettes and chocolate milk
    Cigarettes and chocolate milk

    Current Mood: apathetic
    Thursday, January 17th, 2002
    10:11 am
    What Flavour Are You? I am Chocolate Flavoured.I am Chocolate Flavoured.


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    hey, brandon, you love chocolate. *hint*. at least i'm not :

    What Flavour Are You? Hot hot! I am Curry Flavoured.Hot hot! I am Curry Flavoured.</b>


    I have a spicy personality. If you can take the heat, you'll love me, if not, I'll probably make you cry. I am not for the faint-hearted. What Flavour Are You?



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    Current Mood: lonely
    Tuesday, January 15th, 2002
    10:59 am
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    Current Mood: mellow
    Current Music: i want you - elvis costello
    Thursday, January 10th, 2002
    4:20 pm
    well, if you're going to WHINE about it
    here i am again, ladies and gentlemen. brandon is whining because ther aren't any new posts in my journal, so lets see if i can rustle one up for him..
    he was at my house last night, (after a failed attempt to get his glasses..) and we were fighting.. again. i told him, "man, don't tickle me!" and he's like, *tickle!* and i was like, bam. and re-broke his finger. he's just gotta stop fuckin with me! i felt really bad, and sometimes i think i shouldn't play so rough with him. but then again.. =) i promised him i'd make up for it.

    we're learning some new choreography in rovasi, and as far as i can remember, this is the most fun i've had DANCING in a song. it's not complicated or visually breathtaking, but it's really fun to do. looks gay, but is really funny in the same right.

    i was looking at this picture of brandon that i have taped to the inside of my folder, and every time i see it, i smile. he's so gorgeous! i'm glad i took so many pictures of him, as mean-evil as he may be about taking pictures, because he's very attractive. he doesn't even know.. i love being with him. he just makes me very happy.



    please love let's make no impartial vow
    let all fall away
    that's not crucial now
    i want a brave love, one that makes me weak in the knees
    i want a crazy, crazy love
    one that makes me come undone at the seams

    cause i'm tired of all these pilgrims, these puritans, these thieves
    of all these unbelievers who whittle love down at the knees

    let these swift roads destroy themselves
    let the world fall into its sleep
    for we shall be spared
    we shall be left standing
    to face what's left of concrete and honey

    kiss the flame
    let's run with the hunted, the untamed
    kiss the flame
    embrace the faceless, the unnamed
    kiss the flame

    there are nightmares on the sidewalks
    there are jokes on tv
    there are people selling thoughtlessness
    with such casualty
    but wherefore art thou, romeo
    where have all the brave men gone?
    show me one man who knows his own heart
    to him i shall belong

    kiss the flame
    let's run with the hunted, the untamed
    kiss the flame
    embrace the faceless, the unnamed
    kiss the flame
    kiss the flame
    kiss the flame

    please love let's make no impartial vow


    until later-
    shash

    Current Mood: horny
    Current Music: kiss the flame - jewel
    Friday, January 4th, 2002
    10:41 am
    9:55 am
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    well, there you go, brandon. does that make up for being a quasi-goth (not quite but should be) dead guy named morrissey? *smooch*

    excuse me, everyone, i'd like to announce to you all that it is very dangerous to fuck with me. why, just last night i told brandon not to tickle my feet, but he did anyways. so i broke his pinky finger! just like that! he said i'm wimpy, so i kicked him. in the pinky. (a cheap shot, yes. but you'd be suprised how many daily functions one's pinky is involved in! especially one's RIGHT PINKY!) so there. i'm a big tough girl who can fight back - or just a mean girl who got a cheap shot in. =)

    love-
    christ

    p.s. hey.. by the way, brandon.. i really am sorry.. *hopeful smile* forgive me??

    Current Mood: sympathetic
    Monday, December 31st, 2001
    10:52 am
    what a funny song..
    i would climb the deepest river
    swim the highest mountain
    i'd wash my feet in lemonade if that would do the trick
    i'd dip my pig in butter
    and ride him round a playground
    if i thought it'd make you love me, i'd put
    soup on a stick
    soup on a stick

    i new a girl named chloe
    who lived in chicago-ie
    she moved to buffalo-ie where it's snowy
    but that's another stowie

    chloe had a sister
    and i could not resist her
    i tried one time to kiss her but i missed her
    and that's how i met zoe?

    i'd climb the deepest river
    swim the highest mountain
    i'd even clean my room if i thought that would do the trick
    i'd trade underwear with zorak
    and give up eating donuts
    if i thought it'd make you love me i'd put
    soup on a stick
    soup on a stick!
    where's my pineapple? i'm going to my room!

    everyone should download that song, it's too incredibly funny..

    it was brandon's best friend mike's 21st birthday the other night, so brandon and i went there to help him celebrate. i just want to say that it is very difficult to be in the same room with all three of them (korey, mike, and brandon) with your eyes closed, because if one of them talks to you, you have to find out who it was pretty quick. because they ALL SOUND THE SAME! they use this same voice, which i was pretty sure brandon made up for petey, but now i'm not so sure! then, they all say SUPER! super everything. it's the funniest ever. but it's totally great because as much as i like brandon, i like his friends alot too.. they're really cool, funny guys, and i had fun hanging out with them. i just hope they didn't think i was the biggest loser ever.. *yikes* well, if they don't know already, it's only a matter of time anyways. brandon does this morrissey impression, that just kills me. he has a really good singing voice, but he does "unhappy birthday" by morrissey, with the same voice and accent and everything, and i almost died laughing. i hear he does a better blink 182, tho. he definitely won't show me that. but what was really weird, was when he was singing "and even if you died i'd be slightly sad but i wouldn't cry" just like morrissey, as much as i was laughing at him, i was stunned by his voice.. he's just got a really nice voice.. and that got me to thinking about how much i really care about him all over again. it's like the six degrees of kevin bacon. "purple underpants? yeah, i really love brandon too!" crazy.
    well, talk to you later, all
    xxx
    shash

    Current Mood: sick
    Current Music: an unhappy birthday - morrissey
    10:48 am
    here's a pretty long one
    1. Song that reminds you of waking up in the morning: California- rufus
    2. Song that's best to drive to work/school to: show me the way to go home ? matt mendenhall
    3. Song that's best to drive home from work/school to: la vie boheme ? rent
    4. Song that's best on Sunday afternoon: lazing on a Sunday afternoon - queen
    5. Song that's best to listen to at night driving: riders on the storm or waiting for the sun - doors
    6. Song that's best to listen to at night at home: again I go unnoticed ? dashboard confessional
    7. Song that reminds you of your childhood: pieces of you - jewel
    8. Songs that are best for sex, or reminds you of sex: ave maria ? soundgarden, a day without rain ? enya?s new cd, on repeat. (Brandon * wink *)
    9. Song that's best for when it is raining: Eternal Flame-Bangles
    10.Song that reminds you that you're in love: an unhappy birthday ? Morrissey (another inside thing.. have to read the post.)
    11. Song that reminds you of traveling: pantala naga pampa ? dave matthews
    12. Song that reminds you that everything is wonderful: alanis morrisette ? Wesley willis
    13. Song that makes you cry: a day without rain ? enya, purple cow song ? my grampa
    1. Favorite music group: smashing pumpkins, dave matthews, tori, (I?m a closet Morrissey lover too..)
    2. Favorite music group when you were 13: hanson
    3. Music group that you liked then but do not anymore: hanson
    4. Music group that you still like after years and years: smashing pumpkins
    5. Music group that you are embarrassed that you like: Morrissey =)
    1. Sexiest male voice: billy corgan, dave matthews, rufus wainwright, Brandon doing morrissey
    2. Sexiest female voice: tori amos
    3. Most annoying female voice: that chick from ?kittie?.. jeezus, woman.
    4. Most annoying male voice: kid rock
    5. Male singer's voice that makes you cry: rufus wainright
    6. Female singer's voice that makes you cry: enya
    Your current top ten albums
    1. smashing pumpkins - mcis
    2. rufus wainwright - poses
    3. radiohead ? ok computer or amnesiac
    4. tori ? under the pink
    5. enya- a day without rain
    6. brak ? the brak album
    7. dashboard confessional ? swiss army romance
    8. metallica ? master of puppets
    9. Wesley willis ? the album, damnit!
    10. korn ? follow the leader

    1. What time is it ? 1:05
    2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate? christin ann kemper
    3. Nicknames? shashi, shorty, hey bitch, ?the greatest ever?
    4.Parents names? barry and charleen
    5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? probably two or three. i had 17 on my birthday TWINKIE tho.
    6. Date you regularly blow them out? september 21
    7. Height? 5' 2?
    8. Eye Color? brown
    9. Hair color? red
    10. Piercing(s)? ears
    11. Tattoos? i can?t even remove a bandaid without crying..
    12. How much do you love your job on a scale from one to ten? 11
    13. Birthplace? farmington hills, mi
    14. Hometown? seattle, washington/brighton, michigan
    15. Current residence? Wyandotte
    16. Had your heart broken? yes..
    17. Been in love before? yes
    18. Been to Europe? not for another 6 months
    19. Been to Montana? no
    20. Been toilet papered? yes
    21. Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes
    22. Been in a car accident? yeah
    23. Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons
    24. Mayonnaise or miracle whip? miracle whip
    25. Coke or Pepsi? dr. pepper
    26. Car 2 door or 4 door? 4 door.
    27. Sprite or 7up? 7 up with lemon
    28. What is your occupation? hostess
    29. Favorite color? green and purple
    30. What do you sleep in? t-shirt
    31. Favorite music? whatever i feel like at the time
    32. Favorite Holiday? martin luther king day. (random..)
    33. Favorite day of the week? saturday
    34. Favorite word or phrase? fuck
    35. Favorite toothpaste? crest
    36. Favorite restaurant? hmm.. china starr. prickly pear does not suck, though. (you were right, i was wrong..)
    37. Favorite flower? easter lily
    38. Favorite drink? strawberry daiquiri, hot apple cider, orange juice
    39. Favorite sport to watch? hockey
    40. Preferred type of ice cream? don?t eat ice cream. i like sorbet
    41. Favorite Sesame street character? mr. snuffy
    42. Disney/ Warner Bros.? Disney
    43. Favorite fast food? burger king, taco bell, white castle.
    44. What color is your bedroom carpet? white with some black, some reds and pinks, some oranges, and some funky burn marks.. (EEP!)
    45. How many times did you fail your permit or drivers test? never. one more cone, tho, boy..
    46. Who is the last person you got an email from? brandon
    47. Ever been convicted of a crime? never gotten caught
    48. Which single store would choose to max your credit card out? victoria?s secret
    49. What do you do most often when bored? play piano
    50. Friend that lives farthest away? adam
    51. Most annoying thing? hurtful people
    52. Bedtime? after i?ve pushed myself beyond the limit of being tired. just when i start waking up..
    53. Who will respond to this the fastest? geez, live journal is a haven for stealing-post master guys. i stole it from adrienne, people will copy and paste from me, and others from them, et cetera forever
    55. What time is it? 1:17

    Seven things that scare you:
    1.never being loved
    2. the possibility of not telling someone I love them and realizing that it is too late
    3. clowns
    4. rejection
    5. the dark.. horrifying.
    6. not knowing things
    7. heights, such as SKYDIVING, and sickos that want to take me such places.


    Seven things that make you laugh:
    1. brandon
    2. my mom?s silly family
    3. my dumb ass cat
    4. brak
    5. rotten.com
    6. mulletsgalore.com
    7. roger doing brak (god that?s funny!!)

    Seven things you love:
    1. giving love, being loved.
    2. music
    3. chinese food
    4. my whole crazy family
    5. little kids
    6. my few close friends ( i tell them all the time )
    7. some weirdo guy with 200 different voices, with which he and his 2 best friends communicate

    Seven things you hate:
    1. cooked spinach
    2. cruelty
    3. big boobs
    4. lack of self esteem
    5. blue cheese dressing. (DOESN?T ANYONE KNOW THAT IT?S MOLDY CHEESE?????)
    6. people who just don't care who they hurt
    7. feeling unloved....

    Seven things you don't understand:
    1. why i feel the way i do about some things
    2. why me
    3. math
    4. racism
    5. braille on drive through menus (WHAT?!? scary..)
    6. why my dog would bite me for blowing in his face, but he couldn?t get enough of sticking his head out the window of the car in motion. (weird.)
    7. phill and bob at the lob. what is with those guys??? i?d kill for a day in the life of one of those assholes..
    Seven things on your desk:
    1. kitty print tissues
    2. toy story mousepad
    3. little painted penguins
    4. the shorty mix
    5. computer disks
    6. acrylic paints and brushes
    7. a letter in progress to brandon

    Seven facts about you:
    1. my middle name is ann
    2. I want to go to jamaica in september
    3. i don?t eat sometimes
    4. i worry alot about things i can?t change
    5. i miss my old friends
    6. i really do have a great time every time i?m with him
    7. someone once told me i have the worlds most cavernous bellybutton.







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    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Current Music: soup on a stick - brak
    Thursday, December 27th, 2001
    10:38 pm
    what a feeling
    there's nothing in the world like finally knowing someone feels things for you you always hoped. for me, it makes me feel like throwing up.. i have my emetrol and a tablespoon, and i'm ingesting doses by the quarter-hour. (if you don't know what emetrol is, find out.) it's not a bad-nausea, it's like, oh my god finally i thought that he'd never say that i'm so happy i can't stop shaking oh wait,i better answer him before he thinks i don't want to: YES!!!!!!!!!
    things are sliding into place for me.

    Current Mood: peaceful
    Current Music: a day without rain - enya
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